| This is for someone who's really special to me... |
[Jan. 3rd, 2007|08:33 am] |
Close your eyes And tell me what you see The two of us And nothing in between And run away with me...
Say goodbye To all the tears you cry And all the pain That you could never hide And run away with me
I can make you believe It's worth it Don't be afraid, to be free 'cause no one's perfect I'll always be there by your side
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[Dec. 26th, 2006|12:50 pm] |
Looks like another day
Slipping through my window shade
Chasing the dark away
Sneaking into my room again
Are you a sad and lonely thing?
Come to steal my piece of mind
The only peace I find
Is pretending your still laying next to me
So why why why
The sun has got to shine shine shine
Why don't it just stay away
Why do dreams have to fade?
Into all these shades of blue
Where I wait for you
Pray love reaches through
All these shades; shades of blue
When you close your eyes
Feel me by your side
I will wait for you
In all these shades of blue
Thinking back on my mistakes
I can't undo all the days that I misused
I thought that you'd always stay
It's hard to face the simple truth
That time brings no relief
And time is all you need; you said
Had to go and clear out your head
While you're trying to decide if you'll come back to me
Why why why
Do we have to cry cry cry
Tell me why this has to be
Oh, why don't you give into me?
Baby all these shades of blue
Where I wait for you
Pray love reaches through
All the shades; shades of blue
When you close your eyes
Feel me by your side
And I will wait for you
Here in all these shades of blue
Here in all these shades of blue
Why did you have to leave?
Why did you have to set me free?
Why did you have to go?
Why did you have to leave?
Why did you have to set me free?
Why did you have to go?
Baby all these shades of blue
Where I wait for you
Pray love reaches through
All the shades; shades of blue
When you close your eyes
Feel me by your side
And I will wait for you
In all these shades of blue
Here in all these shades of blue
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|02:18 pm] |
When I see your smile tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong and I've figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me i can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heavan
And seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and Nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you send me to Heavan
Caue your
My true love my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turing gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heavan |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|04:29 pm] |
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| | love and memories->OAR | ] | I went to the hospital to see Erik today and it broke my heart. He is such a sweet guy and it was horrible to see him in the hospital like that. On a lighter note, he may get to some home a day or two early. Everyone please keep him in your prayers. Thank you. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2006|06:17 pm] |
Lovely, you're always lovely A vision You were the one Now I am stuck inside a memory You forgot about our destiny You buried me Didn't you? Didn't you?
Love me faster than the devil Run me straight into the ground Drowning deep inside your water Drowning deep inside your sound
You're always floating A vapor That I couldn't see Here I am stuck inside a yesterday Everything has given way You fell from me Didn't you? Didn't you?
Love me faster than the devil Run me straight into the ground Drowning deep inside your water Drowning deep inside your sound Love me faster than the devil Run me straight into the ground Drowning deep inside your water Drown in love and memories
Maybe I am a crowded mind I watch your eyes glaze over Stared down at the floor You were amazing to me I was amazing to you But here we go again
Didn't you Love me faster than the devil Run me straight into the ground Drowning deep inside your water Drowning deep inside your sound Love me faster than the devil Run me straight into the ground Drowning deep inside your water Drown in love and memories |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|02:04 pm] |
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If I dont get out to GC or have my bargain night with Katelan soon, I think I just may go crazy. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2006|01:40 pm] |
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| | Jack's Mannequin | ] | So basketball camp was this week. It was rather boring but nothing less than what I expected. I saw Ashley Frasier for like the first time in forever. Also, the same for Taylor. I miss her. She is one of my bestest best friends. Bargain night is coming up soon so Katelan knows what that means. I want pizza so I'm outtie.
Sometimes perfection can be It can be perfect hell Perfect
Hours pass And he still counts the minutes That I am not there I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this Like every inch of me is bruised Bruised... |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|02:57 pm] |
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Waaaaayy to much fun this weekend. |
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| Perfection never looked as good as it does on you right now. |
[May. 27th, 2006|07:00 pm] |
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| | My home. | ] |
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| | Underoath | ] | I actually went to Heritage Days today. I hadnt been in like 3 years, but I desperately missed my friends (even though its only been 2 days since I've seen them) and someone asked me to go, so I did. I rode some sorta ride with Alicen and it was soooo fun. I kinda got squished but I still loved it. I rode the same one with Kane later but it wasnt as fun because I sat on the inside that time. Shew, I'm really happy right now. My mom just made my favorite dessert. yuuummmm. My feet hurt, it was a billion degrees, and I spent like all my money today, but I dont care. I'm still glad I went. I need to get together with K. maC and Caity soon to have some fun before Caity goes to Pennsylvania. I also need to go see a movie with Katelan. We've been talking about it forever, we just havent had the time to tackle that task. I'd also like to maybe do something fun with Katie Stallard sometime. I've been taking picture of what I do all summer so at the end of it all, I can post them on here. At first, I dreaded the trip to Radford next week, but now I'm actually looking forward to it. I just wish those stupid boys weren't going. It would make things a lot more fun. Well, I'm hungry and expecting a phone call a little later so I'm gonna split. |
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[May. 22nd, 2006|12:36 pm] |
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Summer is here and that rocks. Sarah and I will be partying like crazy.

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| How can you look at me when I can't stand myself? |
[Apr. 24th, 2006|07:22 pm] |
I went to watch people walk in at prom Saturday and everyone looked gorgeous. I can't even count the number of pictures I took of Carissa. My little cousin is all grown up!! haha. I'm so sick of school and I want it to end soon. Other than that my life is boring. I never have anything good to say.
Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you And hold for all eternity For just one second I felt whole As you flew right through me
And we kiss each other one more time And sing this lie that's halfway mine The sword is slicing through the question So I won't be fooled by his angel lie
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| Hope is such a waste... |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|07:23 pm] |
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| | aar | ] | Today I got my license and a car. My car is a Mazda 3 and it is so cool. Here's a picture of what it looks like, but this isn't my actual car. They look the same though.
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| Don't waste your time on me; You're already a voice inside my head. |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|07:17 pm] |
We had the Coalfield.com track meet last night at Powell Valley and it wasn't as bad as I expected. Our 4x4 relay got second and the team we lost to wasn't in our district or region. Kayla Mac kicked major hiney in the hurdles. She got second in the 300m hurdles and something else really good in the 100m hurdles. I wish I was as good as she is. But no, I have to get 7th and I barely beat a girl from J.J. Kelly by sticking my arm out. Anyway, 7th out of 15 isn't so bad to me. I usually get 3rd at Coeburn so at least I place there. Sallie made me long jump and it was sad. My knees are all cut up and the sand made me break out. I know you people hate reading about boring track stuff so on to some other things: we have the longest poetry packet in the world to do for English. It's crazy. We have to do all sorts of things and I don't think I'll do it all. We even have to write ten poems of our own. I wrote some funny ones in the class the other day, but my amusement for that five minutes is going to be the only good thing coming out of this sucker. I'm eating Frosted Mini-Wheats and I don't even like them. I'm so relieved that spring break has finally arrived. I was supposed to have gotten my license today but since we didn't have school, my mother couldn't go sign the paper. Therefore, I don't get them until Tuesday which isn't a big deal to me. It's not like I have a car to drive or anything. I've been saving to get one and all I've got so far is $400. I've still got a long way to go as you can tell. I would just really like to get one though so I can get a summer job. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2006|06:47 pm] |
How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire.
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| I'll say he never hurt me and look at it as learning. |
[Mar. 25th, 2006|06:57 pm] |
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| | Silverstein | ] | So life is boring and I just want warm weather asap. I have a lot of work I should be doing, but I'm not. We have a track meet Wednesday, which isn't cool because I suck. I wrote a song, but it's not that great. I need a good night out. I haven't went out and done anything on a Friday/Saturday night since I went to the movies with Erik which was like waaaaaayyy back in November. So obviously, I don't get out much. But I need to change that. I get my license in like 2 1/2 weeks or 3 weeks or something. I feel this is enough... |
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|06:47 pm] |
I never really seem to get around to updating this thing. So I guess I must really be bored right now.
I changed my layout or whatever it's called. It's the first time it's been changed since I first started an lj like 2 years ago or so. I think that's kinda funny.
Track is going okay now. I'm getting more into is than I was. At first, I seriously doubted I'd still be running after the first week, but it's becoming more fun. It's still not like last year, but it's better than day one. I miss Meg. I miss confessions corner. It's not the same without her.
And I heard a voice through the discord A deluge of passersby I saw one gaze frozen in time Watching me passing by
And I swear I'll know your face in the crowd And I'll hear your voice so loud When you're whispering
Hey unfaithful I will teach you To be stronger to be (stronger) Hey ungraceful I will teach you To forgive one another
Here's my kiss to betray (kiss to betray) Desperate to brush the lips of grace (Brush the lips of grace) Do you feel hollow when you think of how I lied?
And oh sweet angel of mercy With your grace like the morning Wrap your loving arms around me And oh sweet angel of mercy With your grace like the morning Wrap your loving arms around me
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|09:12 am] |
We have school today, which doesn't bother me any. I enjoy seeing my friends. And I like making new friends. Anywho, I need to start running, but I'm too lazy. This update seems rather pointless, but a good friend of mine said I needed to update so I am. I hate the way that no matter what you do you still care so much about that one person that it's unreal. Well, I'm outtie.
Lori is awesome...PERIOD. |
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| You've got nothing on me... |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|02:11 pm] |
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| | Fall Behind Me->The donnas | ] |
So basketball is almost over. The LPD tourney starts today. I'm ready to start running.
I'm really thankful for each and every person in my life, even the ones who've done me wrong somehow. They only made me stronger and I'm thankful for those backstabbers in elementary school and all the bullies that picked on me. But most of all, I'm thankful for the boy that broke my heart-he just taught me how to put it back together and hold myself together when times were tough.
Well, I've got to split and go to Mosby's in a few. I can't wait to get my virgin strawberry daiquiri. |
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| Would it be okay if I didn't know the way? |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|07:55 pm] |
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Would you go with me if we rode the clouds together? Could you not look down forever if you were lighter than a feather? Oh and if I set you free, would you go with me?
So this week is basketball homecoming. That excites me to a certain extent. The only part I really enjoy is dressing up. haha The competitons are kind of stupid this time. The hallway thing is okay, but the dancing stuff is just plain retarded. It doesn't matter, they always give the spirit stick to the seniors for this one anyway. So, school is stressful and I'm a slacker which makes it worse. I can't wait until Friday so I can go watch Taylor's game, and maybe even hang out with her afterwards. I'm not sure if I'm going to the dance yet. Last time someone gave me a good reason to, it just didn't work out.
( a CoUpLe Hc* PiCs ) |
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[Jan. 14th, 2006|02:59 pm] |
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I have just decided that I have some of the best friends a girl could. I just want to thank everyone for making my sweet sixteen, well totally sweet. haha Kacey, Kearsten, and Coydawg all dedicated entries to me, which was super sweet. Some people made cards for me and Kris made me a cd. Jaret made me a cute little bear and bought me some blank cd's. And surprisingly, Erik got me a goody's gift card. I'm glad the bitterness between us is gone. I think we're actually friends again. I'm really happy about that.
The game last night didn't go so well. But I got to see Mrs. Jett, which was a good point, probably the only good point. I just love her to death.
A trip to Johnson City was planned for us Ring girls today, but unfortunately the snow changed those plans. But playing board games and watching movies will do us just fine. |
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